"The other day I... uh, no, that wasn't me. "

"This old road, I don't know where it leads,
And I don't care, cause it's not hard for me to see,
That when it ends there'll be nothing there for me,
Cause the only thing I care about, I've gotta live without."

Blimey, talk about turnaround.
After last times brief optimism, I am so not in a good mood today (and that is a tad understated).
For some reason I got in a bit of a panic whilst driving down to York today. The sun was shining, it was quite mild, but despite this I found the drive far less than relaxing. In all truth, I don't get on the motorway much, however I've never had this trouble before (anxiety/ sweaty palms) what on earth?
I visited my Brother in Law , Ian , in hospital, and he seemed pretty well to be honest, just a little (a lot) stir crazy! I hope he gets out soon, before he tries to escape! It was strange being in an Hospital other than my own though.

Billie has declined to stay over this week. Initially, I was very upset, but a little contemplation on the matter and I surmise it's probably a teenage thing. It's not me she's rejecting, just her friends are more important (I hope!).

Above all I'm feeling very, very lonely today (ironic eh? see previous posts). Lonely and bored. It's only 9pm, but I toyed with the idea of going to bed, right now! Simply because it seemed the most interesting alternative.

I shall miss 6 Music, I cannot believe the decision to scrap it. It is my constant companion overnight and in the mornings!

Traci Lords is fabulous in this!

"If you can't hear me, it's because I'm in parentheses." - Steven Wright