“'Tis pity wine should be so deleterious, for tea and coffee leave us much more serious” - Lord Byron

"When all you feel is the rain and it's hard to be vain
When no person looks at you
So just be gracious and wait in the queue"

Well here's something new for you, today at work was very pleasant! Nice co-workers, good patients, all in all a very very nice day. Sadly this pleasantness, didn't spill over into 'after work'. My house was still empty and cold.
Typically, since I have a late start tomorrow, I am drinking a very nice bottle of Marks and Spencer's wine at the moment, which is taking the edge of my plight quite nicely thank you.
Potential often outweighs actuality. I wasted a good chunk of tonight nodding off in this very chair. So I may be making a reappearance here around 3am , if I can't sleep!

I called at my Mothers house yesterday. My heart sank when I saw that she and my Brother weren't there, only my Dad. I don't want to imply that I dislike him, as I don't, but I knew I would either be ignored or some conflict would ensue. I got both, first he said I couldn't have a second cup of tea, because of a 'world shortage', and then he left the house leaving me all alone. It's good to be so close, isn't it?.
Nothing will ever change, because sadly I am not living in a TV movie (where such last minute reconciliations are common, I believe), but some dull, dull version of real life.

“I can't go back to yesterday - because I was a different person then” - Lewis Carroll