“On the whole human beings want to be good, but not too good and not quite all the time”

"Take me for a trip upon your magic swirling ship, And my senses have been stripped
And my hands can't feel to grip
And my toes too numb to step."


Oh I am so so drunk. I felt so desolate tonight, that well, I consumed an whole bottle of Chilean red ( and speaking of Chili , why are you sad?) plus a glass (or two) of Jim Beam ( and it's bittersweet associations to boot!)

The day itself was , as always, unremarkable, save an impromptu trip to IKEA (again, associations!) for CD storage (my how they have been piling up).

I want to rant, but even in my current state of deep, deep intoxication something stops me from being totally, completely honest and open. Let's just say that I am far from happy, and close to madness.

Speaking of Madness, I have now watched the first two seasons of "Slings and Arrows" and apart from the fact that I will probably never meet anyone who has HEARD of this show, never mind SEEN it, I cannot recommend it enough. It is in equal parts, Due South, Northern Exposure, and Extras, and like "MacArthur Park" I don't want to eat that last slice, for I shall never have the recipe again ( Canada is a wonderful place) - er that means I'm putting off watching the third and final season, as there is.. no more.
The drunken waffling end here...

“I'm fat, but I'm thin inside... there's a thin man inside every fat man.” - George Orwell